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Perfectly Broken by Robert Burke Warren
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Perfectly Broken by Robert Burke Warren is a 2016 Storyplant publication. I was provided a copy of this book by the publisher and Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
First of all, I must confess, the nineties decade is not my favorite and I don’t look back on it with a bittersweet fondness, like I do with other decades in my rearview mirror. However, this author will have many of you waxing nostalgic, as the characters here emerged from the nineties, and are now coping with the post 9/11 period, and aren’t exactly acing it. The attitudes, music, melancholy, the kind of directionless limbo people wandered around in, while trying to figure out this whole adulting thing was captured perfectly.
This story centers around Grant, our first person narrator, who was once a successful musician, is married, the father of a young son, and coping with a huge downward slide in his career, his financial situation, and with his mental health.
Grant and Beth are nearly broke, when old friends offer to let them live in an old farmhouse in the Catskills. Their marriage is rocky due to financial pressure, Beth is the sole breadwinner, and Grant chooses to be a stay at home dad, each immaturely resentful of the other. Evan, their son, is older and wiser than either parent, sadly enough, and absorbs much more than they realize.
Once they’ve made the move out of the city, the peace they were hoping for never materializes, and life throws some major curveballs at them. It is how they responded to these events that speaks volumes about them as individuals, as parents, friends, and most of all as adults.
It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out where some things are heading, but I still felt the urge to scream at the characters, in order to convince them not to take that road. But, of course, I had to sit by, biting my nails, watching helplessly as they all made a complete muck of things, all while depending upon pharmaceuticals to help them cope.
Grant is very self-absorbed, as are the other characters in the book, but at the same time, he fights a huge feeling of doubt about his parenting skills, is too attached to Evan, for his own needs, not Evan’s, and is super sensitive. I didn’t want to like or care for him, instead feeling like maybe Beth was the rock in that family. Well, of course, she’s not all that stable either, and makes a few colossal mistakes of her own.
The people, or friends, the couple surrounds themselves with are not much help, all of whom seem to have their own agenda or are just morally skewed, or equally broken. Once again, I was never sure who to like, if I should care about any of them, and struggled to figure out what made them tick.
There is an emotional wallop or two along the way, but it works as a catalyst to wake this crew of people up and shake the ground beneath them, prompting them to stop wallowing around in their self-pity, and fear, to stop running in place, to make changes, prioritize, take stock, and to step back into life and back into the sun, a little older, a little wiser, and maybe a little stronger, too.
This book could be a little bit depressing, in my opinion, but, the soundtrack might bring on a smile or two, if you were into that kind of music back then, and while the book doesn’t end with that overly mushy, cheerio manner in which some people believe all books should, it does show progress and long overdue maturity, with Evan, my favorite character in the book, get the last word, which is as it should be.
Perfectly Broken is an apt title for this book, and fits Grant, well, perfectly. The story is well written, strangely intoxicating, and absorbing, and despite my initial misgivings about most of these characters, I did find myself invested in them, which means the author did his job, and did it well.
I will say, on a personal note, that this book might appeal to an audience younger than myself, who may understand the complexities of these characters more clearly than I could. I will admit to having a hard time relating to these people, since my own children were in high school in the early 2000’s, making this young adult generation, seem like a black hole for me, so I’m thinking I am probably a little less sympathetic, although I did grasp the atmosphere the author was trying to create, or I think I did, anyway.
This book is a little off the beaten path for me, since it doesn’t fall into the usual categories I read, but I am glad I found it and this author, who is certainly talented, and one to look out for.
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